Kathmandu/Nuwakot, Nepal — Talka Sada’s eyes are exhausted, the wrinkles on his face deep with fear. His heels harm after strolling lengthy miles throughout Nepal’s mountains. He’s hungry and indignant, however as his temper shifts between hope and helplessness, his focus stays on his mission: a determined seek for his son.
Sada, who’s in his 50s, is from Saptari, a district in Nepal’s Terai area — the plains that stretch throughout southern Nepal, south of the Shivalik Hills and north of the porous border with India.
Folks from this a part of the Himalayan nation are generally known as Madhesis, a definite ethnolinguistic inhabitants with a various regional, cultural and caste identification. Vinod, his solely son — Sada additionally has three daughters — has been lacking for the reason that devastating flash floods of August 26 destroyed houses, faculties, bridges, energy crops and every little thing of their path in giant components of northern Nepal.
Sada final spoke to 19-year-old Vinod a day earlier than the floods that grew from the Bhotekoshi river. Vinod had come to the Rasuwa district, the area worst affected by the floods, a month earlier to work as a labourer at a hydropower plant. He would combine cement and tackle different odd jobs. 4 different younger males who labored with him — all between 17 and 19 years outdated — are additionally lacking for the reason that floods.
“I can’t inform you how a lot my spouse is howling. I’m in deep ache myself and I have no idea what to do,” Sada says as he wipes his tears.
![Talka Sada, right, and his brother, are searching for Sada's son, who has been missing since the August 25 floods that devastated large parts of northern Nepal [Smita Sharma/ Al Jazeera]](https://www.aljazeera.com/wp-content/uploads/2026/09/Talka-Sada-2-1788329610.jpeg?w=640&resize=640%2C410&quality=80)
Search, trek, search once more
Wearing a light white shirt and black pants, the daddy wears an orange polythene bag as a raincoat. He carries a gray backpack on his shoulders. With him is his brother, Sada’s companion on a protracted and more and more irritating journey.
Sada exhibits a unclean handkerchief in his pocket with notes amounting to lower than 2,000 Nepali rupees (about $13) crumpled in it. It’s cash he borrowed to have the ability to crisscross Nepal’s flood-affected areas in quest of his son.
“I borrowed cash to come back all the best way from Saptari to right here. I’ve to pay an curiosity of 20 rupees on each 100 rupees I’ve borrowed,” he says. The brothers used a few of that cash to take a bus from Saptari to the nationwide capital, Kathmandu. That 292km (181-mile) journey takes 9 hours due to Nepal’s hilly terrain.
In Kathmandu, Sada and his brother went from hospital to hospital to search for Vinod amongst survivors or within the record of these declared useless — lots of the flood victims have been flown into Kathmandu from the northern components of Nepal.
Exterior mortuaries, the images displayed are sometimes tough to recognise. Most our bodies being retrieved are decomposed or dismembered. There was no signal of Vinod — nor his identify or picture on the hospitals.
So, Sada began strolling in the direction of Nuwakot (almost 60km away from Kathmandu), nearer to the placement of the hydropower plant the place his son was believed to be working.
After a gruelling, hours-long stroll by way of damaged roads, they reached Trishuli, a city on the best way whose market now lies coated with particles, mud and slush.
“Final night time after we reached right here, a lodge charged us 1,500 Nepali rupees to remain the night time. They gave us just one small serving of rice that didn’t even fulfill our starvation,” says Sada. “Now if we now have to remain right here one other night time, all my remaining cash will end and I will likely be left with nothing to return dwelling.”

‘They’re pushing us away’
Sada and his brother say they only need entry to mortuaries and armed forces camps set as much as assist evacuate survivors and take our bodies from the catastrophe zone, however declare that he has been turned away repeatedly.
To the brothers, the response they’ve acquired to their pleas for assistance is a product of deep-seated ethnic and caste divisions inside Nepal. Madhesis — because the individuals of the Terai are recognized — have lengthy accused the hills-based Nepali elite of discriminating in opposition to them.
Sada’s household is from the Musahar neighborhood, a very marginalised neighborhood that lives within the Terai and within the Indian states of Uttar Pradesh and Bihar.
“We’re poor. They consider us as Madheshis and Biharis. We can’t communicate Nepali fluently — which is why they’re simply pushing us away and making us run from pillar to put up,” Sada claims, as he sobs. “Even when it’s a corpse, we now have a proper to see it. We have now registered our names all over the place – police stations to army camps. However nobody helps us.”
Nepali authorities, overwhelmed by the size of the disaster — greater than 1,000 individuals have been killed, and hundreds are nonetheless lacking — insist they’re making an attempt their finest to succeed in and assist all survivors.

Helplessness and anger
The brothers attempt dialling Vinod’s telephone quantity for the umpteenth time, however get no response. “We will’t discuss to him. We don’t hear his voice. So everyone seems to be heartbroken again dwelling,” says Sada. “My spouse requested me to get our son again. So we’re looking out all hydropower crops, however the place do I discover him?”
One minute, Sada is hoping for a miracle. “My son is younger. He’s a porter. He’s every day wager. So he’s agile. He might have certainly walked, ran someplace,” he wonders.
The very subsequent second, although, the daddy’s voice rings with helplessness. “I’ve no hope,” he says. “If Vinod was alive, he certainly would have referred to as from someplace, even when he went to drink water.”
But giving up isn’t an possibility — not but, at the least.
So, Sada and his brother put together to proceed their trek in the direction of the facility plant the place Vinod labored. As they depart, the daddy points a warning that rings with a way of betrayal and anger.
“We must burn down the police station if nobody solutions or helps us,” he shouts.